Find A Love To Call Your Own.

Honest Hearts Will Be Corrupted.


I can’t but think of the ways I could have done it all. It was a mistake because I caused hurt in a unnecessary way. Yesterday was 4 months that I lost a good friend because of it all. I just never knew that’s what comes from all of this. And it’s like starting all over now. I am so unsure about these new relationships because I doubt myself. How do you wake up one day and just feel differently? Because I did And being brave enough to admit was the hardest thing I have ever done. It’s just terrible to hurt people in the process.
Here’s to a better perspective.



My dad just yelled “I SWEAR I’LL CUT OFF WHAT’S LEFT OF YOUR DICK IF YOU FUCKING TOUCH MY COKE DON’T YOU DARE” and I came in the room like what the fuck and it was my dad holding up a shoe and my cat sitting by a glass of coca-cola with his paw almost touching inside of it and both of them didn’t even break eye contact with each other

(Source: amovible, via valpaal)


Another Post About You

I don’t know if my memory is skewed or if things were really that way but I can finally be myself again. 

My family has told me I am finally back.

My friends tell me I am so much happier and fun. 

My question is why couldn’t I act like myself around you? Why did I have to act that way? Why did I turn into a different person when I was with you?

I catch myself acting a certain way and thinking “Wow, you didn’t like this side of me. You wanted me to calm down or stop being childish.”

I am starting to say “Sorry” a lot less. I never knew all the things I did I was self conscious about because I was with you.

I can be myself again. 

I had a dream I flew back North and the plane went down before we hit New York. You didn’t come to the funeral. I hope you’d come to the funeral. [x]

Nights like these just make me think about everything. Am I a completely different person a year later? For better or for worse?
What is going on right now?



find someone
who knows
you’re sad
just by the change
of tone in your

be with someone
who loves the
feature that
you hate the most

fall inlove with
someone who
looks at you and
knows they don’t
want anyone else


(via sirensandstarlets)