Find A Love To Call Your Own.

Honest Hearts Will Be Corrupted.

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I need to get my life together.

I am seriously lost right now. Things are better and yet worse than ever. I have no control. I am constantly frustrated and I am tired of not being good enough. 

I can’t do it all. I am running myself to the ground. 

To top it all off I am filled with so many regrets and I am so damn tired of myself. She is right. I am a selfish, abusive person. You were right, I am all the things she calls me. 

And the scariest part is I don’t know if I can change me. 

Here is my meltdown and reality check for time being. Let’s see how long I can roll with it.

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"To find a love to call my own."

Tonight I saw my to-do list from high school.
I nearly broke down.

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madame-ganj:

this is my dream

It’s emperor kuzko looking at the hill to build his summer palace
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It’s ridiculous how things have just all of a sudden hit me. I can’t change it and I don’t know why I would want to. It’s an odd feeling. 

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Fuck you.